“I grew up with such doubt about myself”: Sir Billy Connolly (79) admits that he has never experienced a ‘I’ve done it’ moment because of a traumatized childhood in which he was sexually abused and beat by his aunt.

  • The stand-up performer, 79,  said he doubted himself because of his ‘family situation’ during his childhood in Glasgow
  • In the past, he revealed that his late father William had sexually assaulted him as a young boy. He ‘interacted’ with him for five consecutive years beginning at age ten.
  • He said, “I never believed that I could have made it.” There’s no way to get there. It is like [being] rich. Growing up, I was in doubt about myself and my family. This never goes away.
  • Billy’s mother, an alcoholic RAF Technician, died in 1989. His aunts also took care of him after she left her family for Billy when he was just three years old.
  • BAFTA Lifetime Achievement Award winner had therapy to deal with his past experiences. He also wrestled with his conscience about revealing them at the tender age of 59.
  • NAPAC is available for confidential help for anyone who has suffered from any kind of abuse during childhood. 










Sir Billy Connolly has admitted he has never had an ‘I’ve made it’ moment, despite enjoying a career in comedy lasting nearly 60 years.

Stand-up performer and philanthropist, 79, believes that nobody ever is ‘quite there. He said he had doubts about himself as a result of the ‘family circumstances’ he experienced growing up in Glasgow.

He revealed that he was sexually abused as a child by William, his father. He ‘interacted’ with him for five years starting at the age 10

Wow! Sir Billy Connolly has admitted he has never had an 'I've made it' moment, despite enjoying a career in comedy lasting nearly 60 years (pictured in 2016)

Wow! Amazing!

The actor told The Mirror: ‘I’ve never considered myself having made it. It’s impossible to be there. It is like [being] rich. My family was so difficult that I was always in doubt about myself. It doesn’t really go away.

Billy’s father was an alcoholic RAF Technician, who passed away in 1989. His mother Mary, a divorcee, had taken care of him when he was just three years old.

He has spoken out about being beaten and abused by Mona his aunt. 

BAFTA Lifetime Achievement Award winner had therapy to deal with his past experiences. He also wrestled with the guilt of having them come out at the tender age of 59. 

Tragic: He previously revealed he had been sexually abused by his late father William as a boy, who 'interfered with him' for five years from the age of ten (pictured in the 1940s)

Tragic: He previously revealed he had been sexually abused by his late father William as a boy, who ‘interfered with him’ for five years from the age of ten (pictured in the 1940s)

Billy went on to tell the publication: ‘Making it is a myth. Fame can also be a myth. People who are famous don’t see it as they imagine it.

He said that despite not possessing a distinctive mark, he has had many moments such as walking up to the podium at The Olympics. [Royal]Albert Hall, which was “extraordinary”

It comes after Billy revealed he has learned to ‘hypnotise’ his hand into becoming still when he begins shaking due to his Parkinson’s disease.

Humble: The stand-up performer, 79, who believes nobody is ever 'quite there', said he doubted himself because of his 'family situation' during his childhood in Glasgow (pictured in 1985)

Humble: The 79-year old stand-up performer believes that nobody ever is ‘quite there.’ He said he had doubts about himself as a result of the ‘family’ he lived in during his childhood in Glasgow.

After being diagnosed in 2013, the comedian and veteran performer was forced to retire from comedy shows. He has always been transparent about what limitations it presents and how he is able to overcome them.

He explained to Radio Times that his disease is progressing and he cannot write letters anymore. However, he boasted that he uses hypnosis to manage his hands.

Billy told the publication: ‘I’ve learnt to hypnotise my hand. It kinda quivers when I stare at it. It stops after a while. It’s quite a good trick. We love it.’

Reflecting on his condition, he added: ‘I’ve never tried to cover up the illness. I’m p**sed off with it. It won’t go away. The people are almost chained to this. However, I do my best to smile.

He said that the only thing that makes him mad is his inability to write. He described how he once loved to write letters and now his writing skills are sporadic.

Although he has a selection of fountain pens, ink and other supplies to match them, the artist is now unable to use them. Billy added that he confronts condition by saying: ‘Bugger off, I’m going to get on with my life.’

For confidential support for adults who suffered any type of abuse in childhood call NAPAC on 0808 801 0331, free from landlines and mobiles, or click here for details.

Couple: Billy was brought up by the alcoholic RAF technician, who died in 1989, and aunts after his mother Mary (pictured) walked out on her family when he was three

Couple: Billy and Mary were raised by an alcoholic RAF Technician, who later died in 1989. Aunts took care of Billy after Mary (pictured), who walked away from her family at three.

HOW DO YOU DEFINE PARKINSON’S DISEASE? THE INCURABLE DISEASE THAT STRUCK BOXER MUHAMMAD ALI

Parkinson’s disease affects one in 500 people, including about one million Americans.

This can cause muscle stiffness, slow movement, tremors and sleep disturbance as well as impaired quality of living.

A progressive neurological condition, it is the loss of movement-controlling cells.

Dopamine levels are lower in sufferers than those who have it, because the cells responsible have passed away.

There are currently no treatments or ways to slow down the progression of this disease. However, there are hundreds of clinical trials underway.  

Muhammad Ali, boxing’s greatest legend, was killed in 2016 by this disease.

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