Hilaria Baldwin, Alec Baldwin’s spouse, lamented Friday night that her husband was involved in shooting the death of a cinematographer. She said that it had caused her to ‘lose my voice in that giant cyclone.’ But she promised that they would never let this tragedy ruin their marriage.

Hilaria, 37 years old, gave a heartfelt tribute to her husband, which was immediately condemned by critics as being insensitive.

She wrote on Instagram, “I lost my voice during this massive cyclone modern-day media, social, and news,” 

“I quit speaking out of fear. I am encouraged to use my voice and speak out. I am inspired by your words and will continue to be inspired by them.

Alec (63 years old) spoke with George Stephanopoulos of ABC News on Thursday, his first interview after the shooting.

Hilaria Baldwin, 37, on Friday night posted a photo of her and her husband, with a 450-word tribute and analysis of what they were enduring

Hilaria Baldwin (37), posted Friday night a picture of herself and her husband with a tribute of 450 words and an analysis on what was enduring.

Alec Baldwin, 63, spoke to George Stephanopoulos for an interview which aired on Thursday

Alec Baldwin (63), spoke with George Stephanopoulos in an interview that aired Thursday

Halyna Hutchins was described by Baldwin as 'fantastic', as he paid tribute to her vision and professionalism

Baldwin called Halyna Hutchins ‘fantastic,’ in a tribute to her visionary professionalism

Alec stated that he felt devastated and often broke down from the pain of the shooting. However, he claimed he had no guilt because he hadn’t brought any live ammunition onto the scene.

According to Hutchins, he believed Hutchins fainted or suffered a heart attack. It wasn’t until 45 minutes later, that he realized it might have been live ammunition in their antique prop gun.

Baldwin stated to Stephanopolos that they kept telling her she was stable. “Just as you don’t believe there’s a live round in your gun, so do you think it’s going be fatal,” Baldwin said.

“At my interview with Sheriff’s Department, they said to me, “We regret to inform her she didn’t make the trip,” they informed me right then. 

He said, “That was when I got outside and called my wife.”   

The live round that Alec Baldwin fired and accidentally killed cinematographer Halyna Hutchins on the set of Rust may have been a homemade bullet, according to court documents

According to court records, the live bullet that Alec Baldwin accidentally shot on Halyna HUTCHINS’ set of Rust could have been a homemade gun.

Pictures from that day show Baldwin, distraught looking at his phone in anguish. 

Hilaria (mother of six of the seven kids) wrote an Instagram post about the image, explaining that it was evidence of their intimate bond.

“I am here. I love and care for you. These are the last words I heard when Halyna died. 

“I still remember repeating that phrase. This horrific loss and torture of her family was followed by you, my husband, putting me through this horrible nightmare. 

The moment will be etched into my memories, and I have photographs of you around the phone, documenting your pain. Although I was unable to be physically present to hug and comfort you, we were able to communicate over the phone. This is what the world will see. 

Hilaria and Alec Baldwin are seen out in Manhattan on Thursday, hours before the interview with George Stephanopoulos aired

Hilaria Baldwin is seen with Alec Baldwin in Manhattan, just hours before George Stephanopoulos’ interview aired.

Hilaria’s post was criticized by social media users.

‘Someone wasn’t feeling she had the spotlight, it appears…’ said one.

After she said that Hillary was ‘not going to anywhere’, the other replied “Of course!” That would mean you’d have to work.

Hilaria’s oversharing of social media content has raised questions – and then condemned the public interest in Hilaria.

In an Instagram story, a number of photos were taken showing Halyna Hutchins in her Moncler gold jacket, $1,900 leggings and jacket. One user wrote that the death of Halyna was a minor blip on #hilariabaldwin’s timeline and life. 

‘Back to her selfies & showing off her expensive baubles. 

Hillary, when Kylie Jenner shows respect and dials back on SM postings, it’s a far better job than yours. 

The couple were pictured taking two of their six children for a stroll

They were seen taking their six children on a stroll with two of them.

Hilaria was flamboyantly dressed for their coffee run, in a $1,900 gold Moncler jacket and towering heels

Hilaria was dressed in an extravagant Moncler jacket made of $1,900 and tall heels for the coffee run.

Boston-born Hilary was changed to yoga instructor and she adopted a Spanish accent as “tribute” for the country in which her family vacationed when she was a kid. She also criticised the media’s interest in her. 

She wrote to her 943,000 Instagram fans, “Our public lives are one that brings great joy when we connect with amazing people but tremendous trauma when things get dark,” 

“The opinions and monetization that we have become of ourselves get overwhelming. You were afraid to speak up, because you’ve witnessed your spirit crushed and your mental health destroyed, as well as your soul suffering in unbeimaginable ways. 

“Sometimes, I am unsure how much one’s body and mind can handle.” I do not want you to go.

Prior to the Instagram posting, Hilaria and an army of nannies were seen loading Fresh Direct grocery bags into their SUV.

A few of their young children were seen getting carried away and then the entire family fled.

Alec could not be spotted.

Hilaria is seen on Friday being assisted by nannies, loading their children and groceries into a car outside their Manhattan home

Hilaria can be seen getting help from nannies on Friday as she loads her groceries and children into the car.

Nannies and assistants were seen on Friday loading up the family's car with groceries and bags

Assistants and Nannies were seen loading the family’s vehicle with groceries and bags on Friday.

The heavily-laden SUV was full of goods for their weekend out of town

They were laden with all the goods they needed for their weekend trip to town in this SUV.

Nannies then emerged ushering the couples' six children into the vehicles

After the Nannies arrived, they helped to load the six children in the cars.

The children were all smiles as they headed out of the city on Friday

As they left the city, Friday saw smiles from all of them

The Baldwins have six children together, ranging in age from eight to eight months

Together, the Baldwins have six children, which range from 8 to 8 months old.

The 37-year-old was in Hunter wellies - a sharp contrast from her stiletto boots the day before. But the metallic bomber jacket remained, this time in silver

She was wearing Hunter wellies, a stark contrast to her stiletto boots. However, the metallic bomber jacket kept going in silver.

The 37-year-old got into the car and the family drove away

The family drove off after the 37-year old got in the car.

Earlier Hilaria was spotted heading out for a run on the crisp December day

Hilaria was seen earlier going for a run in the cold December morning

They split their time in Greenwich Village with the Hamptons where they own a large estate.

Alec, Hilaria and their friend Hilaria were seen having coffee in their local shop the day prior.  

She also spoke out about the psychological toll from the shooting. Her husband said that he once considered New York City an oasis of anonymity but found that he is constantly being scrutinized by the media.

Alec stated that his wife helped him get through his troubles.  

He posted a picture to Instagram of himself holding one of his young children after the interview was aired.

“No matter what happens to you. Whatever I go through. Anything, win or loss. Anything. I will never let anyone take the joy and love that you gave me, @hilariabaldwin,” he wrote.

“These are hard times. The air is suffocating with hate. I have a reason for living because of you. All I am concerned about is our life together. You can’t ask for anything else. That is all I owe you.

An aerial view of the Bonanza Creek Ranch in Santa Fe, where the movie was being filmed

The aerial view from Santa Fe of Bonanza Creek Ranch. This is where the movie was being shot.

The set of Rust, at the Bonanza Creek Ranch outside of Santa Fe. Hutchins was shot inside the church, and the site is seen taped off by police

Rust is seen at Bonanza Creek Ranch near Santa Fe. Hutchins was filmed inside the church. The police have taped the scene. 

'What the f**k just happened?' Baldwin reportedly asked cast and crew members after the shot went off, and Hutchins suddenly stumbled

‘What the f**k just happened?’ Baldwin asked crew and cast members to explain what had just happened. Hutchins was then reported to have stumbled.

Hutchins, born in Ukraine, was fondly remembered by those who worked with her on the set of Rust

Hutchins, a Ukrainian-born actress, is fondly remembered today by the people who were part of Rust’s set.


Hilaria, on Friday, thanked her husband for speaking up and encouraging her to follow suit – even though lawyers claimed that he was not wise doing this while there were ongoing investigations. 

Hilaria stated, “You are a good person and you want to talk.” 

“I am proud to be your friend. When others talk about us or for us, they make us feel scared. Everything gets turned on its head, cut up, picked apart and invented.

“I have lost my voice due to the massive cyclone that is modern media and social, news. Fear made me stop speaking. Your encouragement never ceases to inspire me. I am inspired by your words and will continue to be inspired by them.

Then, she remembered her husband who she had been dating for a while and whom she finally married in 2012. 

She wrote, “You and me don’t always get things right. But we have big hearts, and we love deeply.” 

“We may be completely different, but our deep care makes us one. 

‘Alec, we are messy, unfiltered, and wear our hearts, naked, on our sleeves—this makes us targets and we are so sensitive that to hurt us is easy. While I wish the pain would stop, I cannot imagine it being any other. It just is who we are—and who we are together.

“So I turn back to: “I’m here, I love and care for you. Halyna’s family is honored. We are trying to figure out what happened, and do our best to prevent it from happening again.

After vowing to support her husband she said: “Someone is liable for what happened. I cannot name who, but it’s definitely not me.

“Honest to God. If I believed I was responsible, I may have committed suicide.” That’s something I won’t mince. 

The Oscar-nominated actor and father of seven said he wanted to set the record straight

Oscar nominated actor, father to seven children, said that he wanted the record to be set right

Baldwin is seen gesturing to Stephanopoulos, showing what happened on October 21

Baldwin gestures to Stephanopoulos. This is what was happening on October 21

He insisted that he had not behaved irresponsibly, and hit back at those who said his behavior was unsafe

He insisted that it was not irresponsible behavior and attacked those who claimed his unsafe behaviour.

Alec attacked Donald Trump and George Clooney on Thursday for their comments on the tragedy. 

Clooney discussed with Clooney how he checks all his guns on set and then shows them off to others. 

Baldwin explained that there was a large number of people who thought it needed to comment on the situation. It didn’t help matters at all.

If your procedure is that you check the gun at every opportunity, then great! Bravo!

“I handled weapons more than any actor with an average career. I never shot or was shot by anyone. I also had a protocol. I was never disappointed by it. 

Baldwin blasted both George Clooney and Donald Trump for commenting on the tragedy. Clooney had discussed how he always checks his weapons on movie sets and shows them to the others there.

Baldwin blasted both George Clooney and Donald Trump for commenting on the tragedy. Clooney had discussed how he always checks his weapons on movie sets and shows them to the others there.

Baldwin was critical of Donald Trump and George Clooney for their comments on the tragedy. Clooney discussed with Baldwin how he checks all his guns on set and then shows them off to others.

Clooney had said: ‘Every single time I’m handed a gun on the set — every time — they hand me a gun, I look at it, I open it, I show it to the person I’m pointing it to, I show it to the crew,’ Clooney said. 

“Every single one. When you are done, hand the item back to your armor.

Clooney said: “Partially it’s because of Brandon.” [Lee]. Everyone does it. Everybody knows.

‘Maybe Alec did that — hopefully he did do that.’ 

He was talking about Brandon Lee (Bruce Lee’s son), who was inadvertently shot and killed while filming The Crow in 1995. 

Actor 63 took aim at Trump’s media foe, who he played on Saturday Night Live. He suggested that Trump ‘loaded his gun’. 

He said it was intentional. You think it can get more absurd, but here is the President of the United States commenting on the tragic circumstances.   

Hilaria said: ‘My Alec, I am here to heal any of your pain that I can. I’m not leaving. Onward to being Alec and Hilaria, messy, emotions strong, but lots and lots of love—until the very end.’

Alec responded, saying: “I’m fortunate.” But sometimes it seems that way. But having you and our family…I’m the luckiest guy on Earth.’ 

A distraught Alec Baldwin is seen in the parking lot of the Santa Fe sheriffs office on October 21

Alec Baldwin, distraught, is seen at the Santa Fe sheriff’s office parking lot on October 21,