Holly Madison has shared her story of the traumatic first date with Hugh Hefner, Playboy Mansion. She also describes how he took’sexually explicit images’ of drunken women.

During an appearance on the Power: Hugh Hefner podcast on  Monday, the model and reality star, 41, who dated the late Playboy founder from 2001 to 2008, spoke in detail about her time living at the Playboy Mansion.

According to Oregon’s native beauty, she had initially hoped that she would be invited to live in the Playboy Mansion. However, she said that while she didn’t know much about their sexuality at first and then was ‘pushed onto top’.

“I knew that there would be something, and was ready for it,” she said. The end result was something I didn’t expect.

The latest: Holly Madison, 41, opened up about her 'traumatic' first night with Hugh Hefner at the Playboy Mansion, and how he snapped 'sexually explicit' images of intoxicated women, in an appearance on the Power: Hugh Hefner podcast Monday

The latest: Holly Madison, 41, opened up about her ‘traumatic’ first night with Hugh Hefner at the Playboy Mansion, and how he snapped ‘sexually explicit’ images of intoxicated women, in an appearance on the Power: Hugh Hefner podcast Monday

A Girls Next Door alumni said after attending a nightclub, Hefner, who had died in 2017, returned to her home with a group.

She stated that she wasn’t expecting to have sexual relations with her on the night. However, she thought it would be an ideal first date.

It was more like a situation where you see the events and then what is happening.

‘If I didn’t feel comfortable, it wouldn’t be necessary for me to do so and I could decide if I wanted to go back on date number 2.’

Madison claimed that Madison was not looking forward to being the first person to have sex on that evening, and was instead surprised when Hefner did. Madison described this as a ‘traumatic’ experience.

Madison stated, “He was literally pushing on top of my.” It happened and I was embarrassed, mortified, and embarrased. I felt more emotional afterward than I expected.

Madison dated the late Playboy founder from 2001 to 2008; they were snapped at the Playboy Mansion in May of 2008

Madison, who was in a relationship with the Playboy founder of 2001-2008, was snapped at Playboy Mansion May 2008

Madison and Hefner were snapped at an event in Las Vegas in September of 2003

Madison and Hefner were captured at an event in Las Vegas on September 3, 2003. 

Madison explained that Hefner’s initial impression was that she had “always admired” him, and that he was “really smart.” However Madison expressed her concern that Hefner’s sex life would be obvious to everyone else at the mansion.

She said that it wasn’t the thought of having sex in public with him that repelled her. The group part was what was most outlandish for me and I just felt like “Wow, it happened.” Everyone knows that it occurred. 

“I felt as if everyone was going to be able to find out about me. It was terrifying.”

Madison and Hefner were pictured at an event in 2006

Madison and Hefner pictured together at an event held in 2006. 

Madison was seen in July of 2019 leaving a Whole Foods in LA

Madison was seen leaving Whole Foods Los Angeles in July 2019. 

Madison stated that she had asked Hefner the next day if she could live in the mansion. She felt like she was able to do so because there’s no way she can take it back, so she might as well go for what she came for.”

Madison claimed that the experience of moving into the mansion made her feel like she was gaining’respect in some way’.

Madison stated that Hefner often took’sexually explicit images’ of women intoxicated without consent.

“When Hef took girls to the nightclub in a limo and returned home, he would constantly take photos of them on his disposable camera,” she explained on the podcast. These women were nearly always drunk. I am sure I was heavily intoxicated.

Madison stated that the women Madison was referring to weren’t his regular girlfriends but were ‘new girls’ who joined him for a date or who came from far away in order to try for a centerfold under allegedly professional circumstances.

She stated that the women would be invited to dinner and would often feel pressured by him. However, it would not always happen directly. He would also have his girlfriends pressure them upstairs.

Madison explained that Hefner would then copy the photographs and “hand them out to everybody who went out that night.” 

“So, if your body was in an awkward position and you’re in the bathtub wearing your top and another girl doing a sexually explicit pose to you, and he snapped a photo of it on his disposable camera and made a copy that he would give to everybody that night and keep it in his scrapbook.

Madison compared the act to revenge porn. Madison said that the photos weren’t consensual because the women featured in them were ‘wasted at the time’.

Madison replied, “I don’t know if that was because all these women want the magazine to cover them so much so it must have been okay.” Madison continued, “So I’m going to snap pictures while they’re hot and give out those photographs.”

Madison, seen last year in Las Vegas, said she was relieved that the behavior she's talking about 'would never be accepted today'

Madison, seen last year in Las Vegas, said she was relieved that the behavior she’s talking about ‘would never be accepted today’

Madison claimed that Hefner confronted her about the images around a year later, when they appeared online.

Madison stated, “Can we stop giving out naked photos to everyone?” I was afraid of speaking up, but Madison said that it was necessary for me to tell him: “Hey, can these photos be stopped .”’

Hefner told her that he went to the woman posting the items and said, “Holly, narced me out.” This led to confrontations between the women which Hefner loved.

Madison expressed relief that such behavior would not be tolerated today and said that it was ‘not acceptable’. She also stated that Madison is grateful that more people know about revenge porn and consent.

Madison was seen in LA in August of 2020

Madison was spotted in LA, August 2020